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May 15, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

As I Am: I Can Only Be Me (That’s So Gay)

“My definition of success is to live your life in a way that causes you to feel a ton of pleasure and very little pain – and because of your lifestyle, have the people around you feel a lot more pleasure than they do pain.”

~Anthony Robbins

You tell me to be true to myself and make myself happy, but you’re quick to jump on the bandwagon and talk down about me. You tell me you’re happy for me, but when I need a shoulder you’re quick to say “you chose this lifestyle.” You say you don’t care and you love me no less but every time we talk, you’re preaching the “word” to me and trying to tell me why I’m “like this.” Why is it that you can not wholeheartedly love me for me? Why can’t you accept me as I am? I am sorry to disappoint you but I can only be me.

May 12, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

My Pain: Surviving When Your Parent Is A Drug Addict

This entry is part 7 of 7 in the series AWalkInMyShoes

”At bottom is the best soil to sow and grow something new again. In that sense, hitting bottom, while extremely painful, is also the sowing ground.”

— Unknown

A year and 5 months of being clean and she goes back after one slip up. No child should ever have to look at their mother with her sunken in cheeks and listen to her tell you she is sorry, and that she is trying. 20 years of doing crack, she finally reached the point of being tired and fed up, I would have to say that was the happiest moments of my life that my mother has ever given to me. That was about a year and a half ago, today I find myself trying to look for her.

May 11, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

Blogging Challenge: Honesty!

This entry is part 1 of 7 in the series 30 Days Of Blogging Honesty And One Dare

“It is not nearly so important how well a message is received as how well it is sent. You cannot take responsibility for how well another accepts your truth; you can only ensure how well it is communicated. And by how well, I don’t mean merely how clearly; I mean how lovingly, how compassionately, how sensitively, how courageously, and how completely.”

-Neale Donald Walsch

The blogging challenge that has consumed the mind of many other bloggers, and enticed the eyes of their readers. For the past few days I have stumbled across some blogs who have been writing on the topic “30 Days Of Blogging Honesty And One Dare.”

May 8, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

Real Talk

This entry is part 6 of 7 in the series AWalkInMyShoes

You’ve got to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad, love what you’ve got, and remember what you had. Always forgive, but never forget. Learn from mistakes, but never regret.

- Unknown

Life & Love

To say that I’ve been bombarded with a lot of thinking for that past few days would be a lie, I’ve been doing nothing but thinking. Evaluating my life and the status of my heart and soul, just about sums it up. Isn’t it funny how we always look into our past when we are faced with the problems of today?

April 25, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

Emotional Roller Coaster…Vulnerable

This entry is part 5 of 7 in the series AWalkInMyShoes

We’re all in the same game, just different levels. Dealing with the same hell, just different devils.

~Unknown

Numb. Quiet. Paralyzed. That’s how I feel lately. Literally afraid to say my feelings, or anything at all, because of the possible outcome which can make the situation even harder. Waiting for karma to play its part, I feel like I would be better off getting the ball rolling myself, but still I sit on the sidelines and wait for the day that the tables turn. Hurt. Betrayed. On guard. Oh what an emotional roller coaster I am on right now, bottom line… I’m vulnerable.

April 24, 2012, Posted by DunEenWorryWifIt

F*@k Me Hard…

DISCLAIMER!! Although inspired in part by a true incident, the following story is fictional and does not depict any actual person or event.

Sitting here, clit pounding beneath my shorts as thoughts enter my mind. I need you, right here, right now. I can’t seem to control myself when I see you. When I first saw you, I knew I had to have you. The day we met I didn’t really know much about you but as time went on, I made sure I did my homework, so I was well prepared. Getting to know you better was the best thing I ever did, as my need grew for you, I knew that it was only a matter of time when I would be unable to fully control myself. These feelings, although new to me, made me nervous, while at the same time, turned me on. I really need you, I know that I say that every time I see you but this time its more urgent, I need you not now, but RIGHT NOW.